why we feel that way?

FIRST SITUATION 

when we're supposed to hang out as a group,

but suddenly most of them wanna do a different kind of things,

then end up everyone will do their respective favourite things..

so, what's the point of hanging out as a group?

it's just as same as we're having fun alone.

SECOND SITUATION

1 - "we eat aaahh after this class? so hungry laa.."

2 - "ok, but i wanna buy pen first, my blue pen lost just now"

3 - "ok, but i really feel tired to join u guys to the bookshop, i'll just wait at the cafe ok?"

4 - "sorry, i'll just take away my lunch. i really feel sleepy, i don't get enough sleep."

1 - "me too, i slept at 3 in the morning, u know.. come join us laaa"

5 - "if that's the case, i'll take away too."

3 - "huhh? two of us just take it away? i should too as i'm really tired."

6 - "so, we're gonna have lunch with only 3 of us yeah?"

in the end, they just eat separately in their own room.

THIRD SITUATION

I did something funny that makes half of the class laughed because of that.

Then, a few days later, my friend did the same funny thing that only our group laughed,

but the other friend took a picture of that funny moment...

WHERE ARE MY MOMENTS??!

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What I wanna say here is

This little thing might be small to you, but not to others.

TRY TO APPRECIATE YOUR FRIENDS

YES, U MIGHT HAVE A LOT OF BURDENS THAT U HAVE TO THINK

HOMEWORKS, ASSIGNMENTS, LECTURES, TESTS, SPORTS.

but if u look back, u have that 24 HOURS IN A DAY

You have TOO ENOUGH TIME TO DO ANYTHING.

Of course we have that kind of friend which is really good in managing their time right?

Every events, activities or anything, there's always their present

It's not because of that person don't know what is TIRED,

It's just that they know THEY CAN DO IT.

Some people might be a successful person with their own will,

but MOST OF US NEED SUPPORT FROM SURROUNDING,

especially FAMILY AND FRIENDS.

Maybe their choice is not ours, but just give them a SUPPORT..

CAN WE TRY IT BY TOMORROW?

what is ACCOUNT?

It begins when I'm 16 years old, where I was in Form 4.

I had to choose either to join Pure Science Stream, Account Stream or Literary Stream..

Then, I've made my decision on Pure Science Stream, 

as I love Mathematics & I want to face Additional Mathematics that much..

Not only because of that, I can also free myself from ACCOUNTING..

But my thoughts were vanished just in a second when I stepped in UiTM,

when I looked at my outline courses of Science Mathematics..

There's a lot of difficult courses that I knew I can't cope with them for a short times given,

but then, I HAVE TO TRY.

I WILL NOT KNOW THE DIFFICULTIES OF ACHIEVING DIPLOMA CERTIFICATE IF I DON'T TAKE THAT CHALLENGE GIVEN TO ME.

Now, I'm doing my 2nd semestar of Diploma in Science Mathematics..

I have that subject - Accounting for Non-Accounting Students.

I've made up my mind a couple of times to drop this course,

but my fellow friends, no I mean my fellow real friends of UiTM Segamat,

which are my classmates, always told me that actually I CAN DO IT!

I JUST HAVE TO CHANGE MY MINDSET TO A "I CAN DO IT" THOUGHTS..

all about Z

"kita boleh ikut cara orang tapi orang tak semestinya boleh ikut cara kita. "

"Don't give up. When you give up, it also means that i'm give up too"

"Jangan dengar cakap aku, aku ni bukan betul sangat."

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Z gave me smiles, Z gave me pains,

but when I'm looking back to that moments,

I found that that pains did hurt, but also did make me realized...

Realized of the reality, that every has its ups and downs.

Z and I shared & experienced new things,

instead of being other person, Z prefers me to be myself,

and I love the way Z is.

Z might not perfect in other's eyes, so do my eyes,

But Z's lacks were what attract me to how Z is.

Everyday Z will remind me of solat, study well and all positive thoughts..

Z never complained when I'm missed my family so much,

Z understands it well and even reminds me to not forget them,

reminds me to call my mom every week and seeks for blessing when I got tests.

I'm getting better day by day by having Z in my life, and vice versa.

Z is the last alphabet in ABC, but to me...

Z will be one of the first important persons in my life ;D